Shakerules Diaries

Saying goodbye Is never an easy thing but you never said that you’d stay forever, so if you must go I’ll set you free but I know in time that we’ll be together..

“There are no good-byes, where ever we are, you’ll always be in my heart”

…lately napaka dami kong pamamaalam na ginawa I don’t know but Im not really at ease sa ganyang  bagay… a lot are saying that goodbyes are the beginnings…but for me… hay… ang hirap ma emotion, nakaka stress and Im really not comfortable with it. Beginnings to some kasi it’s the time of moving on, start of maturity and “closing” that chapter in one’s life, e panu pag ayaw ko I close? sige nga.. hehe.

I wont try to stop you now from leaving because in my heart I know Love will lead you back Someday I just know that Love will lead you back to my arms Where you belong. hehe.  Sure as stars are shining One day you will find me again It wont be long One of these days. Uyyy, Lyrics yan.. kinanta ko lang.. nyahaha.

One of these days. I will hear your voice again your gonna say How much you miss me. Right now,  You’ll walk out this door But someday you’ll walk back in. I know this will be Sometimes it takes To find ur way back but I hope you will.

…This week was a despedida for a special friend… my ex, my past love.. Mahirap! I don’t know and I guess you can’t blame me for feeling this way…I know and it’s normal na I should do it too…but its a lot of pressure in my part cause I’m sure i’ll gonna miss her a lot. we had a small talk yesterday. Natuwa ako kasi this is for her future at saka matagal na nyang pangarap ito. So im happy for her and wishing her good luck. Pero seriously nakakalungkot kasi I had a good relationship with her kahit mabilis lang ang dami kong natutunan sa kanya…Just stay as you are ha.. huwag ka sanang magbago. at sayang sana di nalang ikaw umalis…we all compliment each other kasi..hehe.  Joke..

But I wont try to stop you now from leaving because in my heart I know we gonna see each other again. Hindi ko alam kung saan at kailan pero sure ako someday we will.

“Happy trails to you, until we meet again.”

Ako lang ba ito?… ayoko ng goodbyes…ayoko kasi ng nasasaktan at may nasasaktan…ayoko ng may umiiyak…ayoko ng may malungkot…dapat masaya lang…hindi ako duwag sa mga pamamaalam and I know it can be positive too…ayoko lang talaga…I want the feeling to continue lingering…it’s me nalang pasensia… haha.

O sya, gustuhin ko man o hindi eh I need to say goodbye… see ang lungkot diba? grrr! hehe!

“You and I will meet again, When we’re least expecting it, One day in some far off place, I will recognize your face, I won’t say goodbye, For you and I will meet again”

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