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Why is the word “love” so overused these days?? and why is “love” itself so fake nowadays? How can you tell someone “i love you” when you dont even know what it truly means? Who knows what love is? Happy of them who can say that they know how exactly true love feels like… I know i dont… I know i never did…God knows if I ever will… but i am sadly part of the idiotic crew that says ” i love you” a million times and promise im so in love… and think in my head and make my self believe i am in love, when truly i dont even know what exactly love should feel like… when i know in my heart this can’t be love… this can’t it… Love has to be something so amazing and so extraordinary and so magical that consumes you, love for someone should make you completely crazy, pick you up and turn you around, they become the apple of your eye, you want to spend all your time with them, and give them the entire world as a gift if you could… and God know what more love is… but this can’t be it..
I can’t accept this being love… i wonder if i ever will have the gift of having true love for someone and being truly loved back… it hurts my heart to think that this is all i will ever have just the vague “idea” of truly loving someone and the “idea” of someone truly loving me back… i want to be submerged in love, i want to drink it, breath it, live it!!!
I want to feel and know that she will cross oceans for me, and that i would cross continents for her…
I want to feel that as long as im with her nothing else around her matters, i want her to feel that no harm could reach her as long as she had me, i want to wake up and thank God every second for having her with me…
I want her to wake up in the morning and thank God its me lying next to her…
I want her to be my very first thought when i wake up, and i want to be his very last thought before she goes to sleep.
I want a kiss from her be like the air that i breathe, and i want her to not be able to live with out kissing me…
I want to be able to say ” i will follow you to the end of the world” just to be with her and mean it from the deepest part of her heart…
I want her to not be afraid to risk it all for our love…
I want to dream of someday having her kids and pray they turn out as amazing as their mother…
I want her to pray to God for me to be the father of his children…
I want her to be the only shoulder i can lay my head on…
I want to be the only hand she wants to hold…
I want to be the healer of her pain…
I want her to feel she needs me to be part of her life…
I want to be able to live in her eyes…
I want her to get lost in mine…
head over heels all i want is LOVE.
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